| I just cannot understand how people can truthfully say they love someone. Because everyone is a liar. People lie so much it makes me sick. And friends aren’t even your friends. No one has been here for me. "Ohh, hey man I heard the news. Gee, that’s too bad, I guess it wasn’t meant to be." Everyone has the same stupid story to tell. Not the story to make me feel any better, but the one that makes them feel great for helping out someone. Friends...I say fuck 'em. "Hey man later on I'm having some people over you wanna come by?" Click. "Yeah, that fag, you know him, that fucking faggot poser, yeah he’s coming over cause he’s a pussy." that’s what real friends are like. You give your heart to someone...completely...and they leave you for someone better. It doesn’t matter that you tried your best. "No, how dare you FUCKING SAY THAT TO ME. I don’t deserve this. You can’t talk to me that way. I'm leaving, we can’t hang out, and we can’t be friends. Oh yeah, I hope you remember what we had.”she screamed.
“Oh but I do love you, I truthfully do." If you loved me you wouldn’t fuck me over like this. Parents, friends, teachers, pets, they are all here to comfort you when it best suits them. When they feel like felling better about themselves for telling you the same worthless grouping of “helpful” words as everyone else. Gee, isn’t it great having friends, you know, they are always there for you. "I promise no matter what happens, I will always be with you, I would never end something as special as us." You always could talk me into believing you.
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